Life is good...right now
2002-01-24 at 1:06 p.m.

I remember when I was writing how damn happy I was that I moved here! I am glad someone else experiences that joy too. It's like floating instead of walking, even though you feel like jumping. It's like wanting to do the snoopy dance all day!It's a lifeforce thing, definitely!

I know now that I just need to remember how happy I am here. I get too bummed at times.

I have an interview tomorrow morning. Well, more like a meeting I guess!? This means I wouldn't have to move from my little CO mountain resort town. And it would give me a new career avenue in destination management. I have always wanted to get into that, maybe this is a godsend? Keep your fingers crossed for me:)

I cancelled my guitar lesson tonight to go see my friend's son play hockey. He is only 7, and has dimples that are around 2 inches deep. I even made him cookies for his team. (well, they are a little hard, but he said he can't wait until more teeth fall out!? Hey, I could make these kids rich...)

It is so nice the day after you do laundry and you have your whole wardrobe to choose from. So, I pulled out my favorite jeans which were a little tight when I bought them. Well, they are pretty loose today. A nice start to the day. I really should get some new jeans (I mean NEW, from the store and not the thrift store) that fit. I can probably replace about five pair of jeans right now. But I also enjoy that feeling that your jeans will fall off at any minute, instead of the "I can't sit down in these jeans for fear of losing circulation to my legs". Maybe I will keep the ol' baggy ones for awhile. Especially since I am super duper broke right now. I have $12 in my account and fear that a certain $50 check will clear before payday. Because you know that the bank will clear the higher amount checks before the lower ones just so they can make more NSF fee money...

I got my debt consolidation loan and am just awaiting the actual money. I have to be good and not see it as 'free' money to spend. I should get my checks written and ready to mail so that it goes directly to pay off what it was intended to. So now I will have a beautiful large payment every month instead of a bajillion small ones. I need to find that perfect job that will pay me enough so I can pay them. Life is a vicious cycle isn't it?

I am grateful for: email friends, Dr. Bronners peppermint soap, happy people, and fresh coffee.