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2002-03-26 at 6:37 p.m.

Oh how nice to come home to non-shitting dog poop holes last night...only to find one tonight. So the kennel is clean and my beloved is still not home. and the kitchen is clean, and the bathroom will be clean too!

I stopped by the new house today to look at a washer and dryer that the old tenant is selling. Okay, I really just wanted to see the place again! And I will buy the washer/dryer. $200 seems like a fair deal. So I put the begging call into mommy for a 2 month loan. This place is tapping me out for the next month since I had to take a full advance today. So, I will live off $23 for the next 3 weeks (which will probably be just enough to cover gas) It sucks to think we can come up with $2000 to get into the place when i would love to come up with $2000 to pay off my car loan.

Had an okay day at work because the housekeeper got all the rooms cleaned that were expected to be cleaned. I work 7am to 6pm tomorrow since they boh have the day off. But then I have Thursday off to pack MY apt. Ryan thinks I will be here packing HIS stuff, but I think he has another thing coming. He is a big boy and I am not the wife yet (or probably won't ever be)

I was on a roll last night and managed to polish off a few absolut/diets. By the time we went to bed I was 3 sheets (well, alive enough to get a little action, but he got most of the gratification). I need to remember the Absolut vs. Trish thing. Absolut always wins...

I am so ready to get out of this place. I want my own stuff around. I know bunny loves it here, but between the drive and not having my 'stuff', I am anxious for Monday. Luckily we can move in Monday and I have Monday and Tuesday off. I will rent a truck and move my own damn shit if necessary. Just to make a new home with both of our stuff. I wish I didn't so the major clean out a couple weeks ago and got rid of my couch. But it is time for new stuff I guess.

I am at a weird spot in my life right now. the future is so unplanned. I think I like it, but then I question. I am still happy though, so that should mean something right?

Need to find something for dinner. Glad to be 'trying to get' back here.