fight or flight or clean?
2002-07-25 at 8:16 a.m.

My boss fired the manager at our other Inn in Santa Fe. I will be going down there next week for a few days to keep the ship running. There is a part of me that wants desperately to take her job and move there. But I know that it is just the 'flight' part of my situation. I realize I can't just leave because something gets bad. I would miss my friends and damn, I love Durango more than you can imagine.

I cleaned last night. I know Ryan knows that when he doesn't come home or call I start cleaning. Why? something to do? maybe. But unfortunately it comes with having a few cocktails as well. So needless to say, today I feel like shit.

But at least the laundry is almost done and the kitchen is clean:)