short incommunicado
2002-08-05 at 6:37 p.m.

I took the day off today for a 'me' day. I was desperately wanting a massage, however, my MT wouldn't hae been able to reach me since our phone got disconnected. A short few hours worth, but still. I need to get a handle on our bills. I always feel like walking on eggshells when I bring them up though. He gets paid the 5th ad 19th, which is not conducive to anyone who lives check to check. Myself included. Luckily we both get paid tomorrow and I am getting this shit handled. And in the future I will bring it up to him, even if it is at 10pm and he has been out. He mentioned one time that I shouldn't try to discuss things after he has been drinking, so that's why I fail to bring the bill thing up when I DO think of it.

Had a nice day though. I made sand candles. had to go to New Mexico to get the makings, but I now have two square purple candles curing outside. I also got some fun things to put in them like marbles, etc. Hoping this can be a Christmas present idea. My whole house smells like sunflower (the scent I bought).

Actually looking forward to work tomorrow. The bosses will be gone and I can get caught up on some stuff. And even thoguh I love all the rain we have been getting I am hoping for some sun so I can go swimming after work at the bridge.

Have to get the boyz out before they whine me into a psychic frenzy.