good things
2002-09-24 at 6:58 p.m.

Since I had a half day yesterday it was hard to get into a Tuesday mode when I kept feeling it was Monday. And I am doing a mid-week wedding tommorrow night so will have to deal with Thursday as my Tuesday. Oh, I am all messed up.

Got home from work, etc. by 2pm and decided to slap that lawn chair in the 40-acre yard and get some sun while listening to some good music in my headphones. My boss was so cool and noticed me enjoying the day. He came out with a carribean foo foo drink on a platter with a huge lily in it (kind of kike the cabana boy I always wanted.) It was great! I was supposed to have David over for dinner, but got stood up. I left a message asking him to at least call and leave a message on my cell phone. No such luck. but I am not pissed. I had a great afternoon/night. Enjoyed a wonderful jacuzzi tub with a good book and watched a movie. It was all good.

So tonight I went to my post office box to get my mail (my only one true excitement now that I live in the country) and decided to cash in my $1 winning scratch off card I got 2 weeks ago. Well, thanks to the Colorado lottery I decided to get another $1 card and went on my way. So, I am driving the 6 miles back to my abode when I scratched off that ticket and revealed I won $50. Oh, how I wheeled around and cashed that puppy in! What a great ending to a great day.

Tonight I am a happy girl, knowing I can go to Dgo and get my license plate tabs. (But they say I have a 30 day grace period...so I have 7 days).

Bunny is feeling better. She must have had the cold I got last week that I am still getting over. She is my angel and I love her immensely! She is my life, my roommate, my daughter, my confidante, and all I need right now to get my life back together. But it is coming together wonderfully. Now I need to move on Monday and get some things unpacked. I hate living without stuff (stuff in storage up at the Ranch). I will be able to do my own thing without seeing my boss' house out the window. Able to walk around naked as I wish, I am getting better at that. I want to be able to be naked and comfortable seeing this shell that I live in, knowing I have the willpower to change it (well, try to get that willpower).

I am happy again for the first time in awhile. And I love it!