huh?
2002-09-26 at 6:18 p.m.

My days are so whacked right now! And tomorrow, another wedding, so no work at the Ranch.

Mariel called and I was telling her about my times with Ryan. She said that some couples work better by not living together. Sure, that's good and fine. But do I 'date' him and know that we will never be able to live together? Who knows!? I would like to still see him occasionally, but I guess I am the 'all or nothing' type girl and knowing it wouldn't be able to go anywhere with him just doesn't work for me. I think that is why I always dump the people I have dated after a few weeks. I guess I just need to figure it all out. And I will. In the meantime, I will just hang out with the boys and have a good time, right?

Had a busy day and am ready to hit the hay. Need to work on a brochure for the Bridal Fair on Sunday. My boss gave me a margarita ans shit, that knocked me on my ass. Need to get my shit together right now.

Still happy, still trying to figure it out.

Only time will tell...