losing it, slowly
2002-10-21 at 6:31 p.m.

okay so I finally had a breakdown at work. It was a wierd day to start with. I had to reprimand someone and do alcohol abuse counseling, my cok tried to quit on me and I got 'the talkng to' about our Sherpas we have on staff. Aparently I have to treat them differently since they are from Nepal and are good people. Unlike who? So I am supposed to walk on eggshells around them and never be short with them? Well, lemme tell you. One is trying to play me like you wouldn't believe. I have caught him in 2 lies. He tells me one thing and runs to my boss and tells him another. I have had it!

And my counseling session was blown off until today. She literally avoided me for 3 days. But it went well today. I almost felt like a hypocrite talking to her, but we are the same age and I really like her. I don't want to have to let her go.

And to top it off, I have moved again. I am trailer trash. But I had our painter here all weekend doing the kitchen and bathroom. My bedroom is wednesday. My boss (the wife) called and tried to calm me, but telling me I have to wit until January for new carpet didn't help. So I will deal with it. I got new curtains, throw pillows and a cover for the couch which makes a huge difference! I am getting happier. And my kitchen looks fabulous.

Even though it is still a trailer out in the country in a trailer park.

Oh, how to maintain my princess status in a park of old people, unwed mothers of five, and construction dudes.

At least I have the coolest (and ONLY) yard in the place.