time for a quickie? YES
2003-02-03 at 8:14 p.m.

Thank you, the keyboard is clean!

Just a few q-tips and a bottle of alcohol. Ok, the alcohol for me and rubbing alcohol for the board. Sure is nice to be able to type and not have to back track to fix misspelled words! Except for those I can't spell anyway.

So I have been in bed for the past 48 hours. Who knows what. the flu? a cold? some well needed bed time? Well, it was quite enjoyable. the bunny was happy too. I experienced first-hand her days in the trailer. I am jealous!

So a woman in my 'park' has decided to set me up with one of her cop friends. She had mentioned it awhile ago, but said he was shy. So I suggested she invite him over for dinner and I unexpectedly show up. Wrong! She gave him my number and it only took 3 weeks for him to call. His name is Bobbi. Yes, Bobbi the Cop. I did mention to her that a house can never have too many handcuffs. Hope she didn't mention that to him. First off, I don't like his voice. but I s'pose when I see him in uniform that will change. there is something about a man in uniform that has always done it for me. Ahhhh! We'll see. I was sick when he called so I said I woud call him later this week.

I bought some skiis this weekend too! Okay, so I was actually vertical for 3 hours on Saturday. And who did I run into? COS. yes, my calves of steel man is still working at the same place. I almost couldn't complete full sentences after thinking about our incredible night together. Really! Never have I experienced such , such.. whatever. he is great. But too young for the slushfile! I can't believe it was over a year ago. Even before Ryan. But I know he will do me right with my new bindings. And I wish he could.....

Speaking of which. Ryan and I have been hanging out a lot more lately. Or at least talking and ICQ-ing a lot more. Shit I love that bastard. But I still think about his slut-whore-hotel he used while were living together. Still haven't mentioned it, but it is there. Ever since he paid me back we have gotten along like a dream. Laughing til our cheeks hurt, etc.

I am watching his old guy this week while he goes to TX. He is bringing the puppy with him to Tx. I love my old dog guy. He is the best! Last night my bunny was having a dream and I love to listen to her meowing and paws a flailing. And then 2 minutes later Bud was having a doggie dream. What a hoot! And of course, I was an insomniac. Go figure I have to listen to a cat and a dog have a better night sleep than me!! Maybe from too much sleep this weekend? Who knows.

So I get my bonus this week. Tonight I should be writing down my thoughts on the new addition to the Ranch, as well as where I want to be and what I should be doing. i had a little convo with my male (gay) boss this morning and he brought me to tears. How can I explain that the only reason I am not happy is because my female boss is a bitch? And his wife. I have to figure it out soon!

Am glad the keyboard is fixed. I think that is why I haven't been updating. Too much damn work.

My tattoo is finally healed and I am ready for hot tubs and hot springs. Had an incredible 2 1/2 hour massage last week. Can you say touch me here and touch me there and make me jello in your strong hands? I have never been more comfortable being practically naked in front of anyone but my massage therapist. He is the bomb. I have to hold back my secret massage fantasies while he does me. I mean while works out my kinks. It's sick! And he is a dream.

Maybe I just need to get laid!