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2003-07-05 at 9:01 p.m.

I can't believe I spent almost the entire day inside with the blind pulled tight. I am sure my neighbors think I have someone tied up in my bedroom doing all sorts of nasty things to them. Oh a girl can wish... Shit this girlneeds to get laid in a bad way!

Went to town last night against my body's desire to hit the sheets. I had absolutely no energy or drive to do anything. But I promised this old fart at the VFW that I would be down to help and I needed to keep my word. So, when I got there he was totally hammered from the day's activities at the park (just behind the VW). What was I going to do? turn around and come home? I wish I would have. I ended up having a few drinks and enjoyed the fireworks. It was wonderful what a year can do. Last year we were still dealing with the fires and no one could camp with open flame. No smoking outside, etc. Tis year has been extremely dry, by manageable. Except for my yard. My deliphiniums are barely hanging on. I can't water due to water bans in the trailer park. Unfortunately my park manager lives across the drive and watches me like a hawk!

I watched 2 DVDs today and lounged. Oh, heaven to have my living room back. It was crazy... hmmmm, what couch should Trish lounge on? Tomorrow will be the other one :)

I think I will spend some time trying to figure out my archive page. I upgraded to the Ultra Super Gold Plus membership in hopes that Andrew will read and or respond to one of my many emails requesting help!!!!! I apologize in advance for the mean words I wrote in the past. I just get frustrated, and geez I was a gold member in the past. Where's the loyalty I ask you. I am hoping he will respond now that I have joined the clique LOL.

I am dumbfounded that I lost an envelope that I had when I came home from camping last weekend. It had great cards and postcards, a letter and some poetry I wrote on my trip. It has sunk into the abyss of my home. "Come out, come out wherever you are..."

Mariel's cat died this week. She was 20. I feel awful becasue she is pretty broken up and I have been there so know how she is feeling. Bunny kitty is still doing great except for the puking she averages on a daily basis. I changed her food gradually. I documented when she does it, I looked at it, I smelled it. (Yes, I know it's grooss) I just cannot figure out what's going on with her. The Vet doesn't have any answers, short of sending her to Denver for tests, etc. Sorry, my wallet and her age won't allow that. So I smother her with love and care. Wish that worked.

I hit the UM thrift stoe today and scored some brand spanking new Dansko's for $3. I am still wearing them as I write. I had a pretty good day while in town. Going to advance my candle making (oh, there is so much to catch up on in here). And I think Iwill now start to d soaps. A lesbian down the road (who wants me to be her wife) makes the best soaps. Smell great and kees a good lather. I will ask her for a private lesson.