money money money mo-ney
2005-03-15 at 7:04 p.m.

Wow, just 2 weeks after starting my anti-depressants I am feeling so much better. Not to the point of "Who gives a fuck", but just generally on an even keel. Nice feeling. Work is busy, but good. Social life sucks since I decided that I need to quit drinking.
Well, did I quit? NO ::drink in hand:: but I am getting better at realizing that Slush can't drink after 8pm during the week. I have actually had 7 mornings without a hangover or generally feeling not myself. It sucks for the weekends though. Last weekend was my first weekend of not getting hammered at happy hour leading to late night at which time Slush is up for anything. "Yes, let's go dancing. Let's do this, let's do lines and stay up all night." All resulting in the Saturday wake up to Devin or someone else in my bed. Not to say I don't need some action every now and then, but not when I barely remember it. I need to find other activities to keep me busy. And getting myself off doesn't necessarily fill an entire weekend.

My banruptcy hearing is Friday and hoping that in the next 60 days I don't get any creditors calling my attorney disputing my claim. I have faith that it will be ok. I am enjoying having ectra money, although I am also enjoying spending it. BUt also working on that. Haven't gone out for lunch in 2 weeks. Figured I saved at least $50 minimum. SO what do I do, spend $50 on something else. May be a new vibrator...
I am so grateful for free snowmobile tours, clients that give me $50 gift cards to my favorite restaurant, and a new employee that don't always talk about themself!